Forgetting? All the hurt inside you have learned to hide so well.

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen cause no one else cared

Well, my grand-uncle was cremated this afternoon.
We kids couldn't go to send him off, so I'm at my aunty's place since morning.
Pigging-out as usual, eat, eat & continue eating.
We're huge gluttons!(:

& Obviously it's the practice of mine to ask for permission to stay over.
I've brought everything i thought I'd need, clothes, Gameboy, handphone, contact-lens container, etc.
Very well-prepared I know, & I've succeeded!
If not I'd have to take bus 109 home at such a late hour.
Alone.

Still my Momma was understanding e
nough to allow me to stay for the night.
I'm a happy happy kid once again! (:

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

Agm (: