Geraldine L.

2007-11-17T14:41:00.000+08:00

2nd Pictures overload!

2007-11-15T10:15:00.001+08:00

Pictures overload!

2007-11-15T09:58:00.000+08:00

2007-11-12T09:22:00.000+08:00

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you
[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ say I love you ]

When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she still
looks amazing ]

When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on the
cheek. ]

When she's scared
[assure her you're not going to leave
her ]

When she lays her head on your
shoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold her
hand ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could
understand ]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her
fingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ don't look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and
don't let go

- When she says she's okay don't believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you:

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored & sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

More pictures from Jesslin's B'day!

2007-11-10T15:31:00.000+08:00

Look at all my fuck-faces :(

Sentosa with Samantha on Wednesday, can't wait! :)
More pictures then!

Goodbye, lover.

2007-11-08T14:07:00.000+08:00

K, we broke up.

I'll dump Blogger till I'm better.
Pictures of yesterday.Sorry dear Samantha, I've accidentally deleted the last picture.
Don't kill me :(

Teeny weeny emo post, refer to Lj, kthnxbye.

Smiley!

2007-11-04T19:06:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah new nail polishes :)
Yellow, blue & lime green(momma's)
Hohohoho, I'm happy.

I'm back to lj! Yay yay yay!

& It's pictures time!

It's clearly cropped :)

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone.

2007-10-28T11:16:00.000+08:00

Take my hand, take my whole life too.

2007-10-25T15:39:00.000+08:00

(Golden-hair love)

More pictures next time round :)

Finally it's the second last day of school.
This year passed really fast, to think we're gonna be Secondary fours next year facing the helluva pressure of the O-levels like the current Secondary fours are having.
My results are horrendous, as I've expected.
A F-king 139 level position isn't something to be proud of either.
Shit, I've to work hard, doubly hard.

Enough of the disheartening facts, I'm currently reading Twilight as recommended by Kaijing :)
I strongly urge EVERYONE to read it, be it you borrow it, buy it, or even steal it!
It's a really really awesome book, though I've not even finished half of it.
It somehow captivated my brain & kept me reading for say, hours?
Imagine if the whole world starts to read this book, & someone just start saying "She copy me read Twilight", millions would be in conflict.
Great books are so infrequent (?), & obviously you'd read it if it's nice.
Especially in such limited genres of books in the libraries & bookstores.
Think twice before doing anything, :)

Boyfriend's at Aloha Loyang sleeping like a log, due to the whole night of fun he had last night.
& He came to fetch me this morning!
Leaving me happy for the rest of the day besides the fact that we had an emergency exercise under the unmerciful sun.
Something happened this morning which I shouldn't risk posting it here, & it's fine now :)
Seeing Dearest so worried is such a rare sight, & asking me to comfort him is a more rare sight.

Went to Bugis with him to get some clothes, & to celebrate our Ninth month anniversary as well.
Hope you like what I've gotten you!
Rather happy that I've finally spent some quality time together laughing & joking.
我 love 你, I 爱 you. :D

I've finally managed to take the first step towards going for Choir practices, however it was cancelled! ._.
Wasted my time.
I managed to read 2chapters of Twilight which isn't a bad thing at all.

Last thing, Get well soon, Angeline!
I miss you! :)

Happy Ninth Months, Honey Cakes! :)

2007-10-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

Baby, I do hope you'd read this! :)

When someone loves you a lot,
Learn to cherish him or her.
Never take them for granted.
Learn to tolerate and to give in at times.
Understand each other.
It's a greatest blessing for someone to love you and to love them.
Cherish the relationship.
If you really love them, any problem can be solved.

Guys,
Realize that the girl holding onto you is perfect in her own special way.
The way she laughs.
The way she sleeps.
The way she loves you.
The way she tries to please you.
Always remember that.
She can always get up and walk away, getting someone else who can love her more.
For all you know, there is someone out there wooing her already, but she is rejecting, a maybe perfect love for her.
There might also be someone out there, who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now.
Fulfill her every need a& love her as much as she loves you.
Understand that.

Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today, and you cheat on her by hugging & kissing
another girl.
And then you run back to her.
And you do the same as you did to the other.
But you see love in her eyes.
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?

She loves you not because you are good-looking, have money, buy her things, make her parents happy, or that you can have anything you want in a snap.
She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say, everything you do.

Guys,
cherish & appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you, the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.

Super duper meaningful.

04:12am

2007-10-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

(Beloved Momma)
:D
Spent the eve of my birthday already! :)
Thank you Momma!

Oh yay, I'm finally turning fifteen tomorrow morning at 04:12am!
Almost everyone in class has already turned fifteen, almost :)
Papa brought us to Parkway Parade to get my birthday cake, mine mine mine!
Took breakfast at Marine Parade before heading on to Parkway Parade, & Sweet-talk got me addicted to Oreo-Vanilla!
Go try go try, go go go! :)
It's super-duper nice, I swear!

Alright, looked for the cake at the basement, discussed about the size & everything mattered.
Finally bought Opposites Attract from Breadtalk. Super-duper yummy as well!
Don't the name sound like some Physics stuffs? :)
It has 2flavours! One side chocolate, the other Peach.

Support! :) & sign for the open letter to the prime minister.
NOWWWW.
tonight's the dateline.
its for a good cause. go go go! (i already did)
Gays don't discriminate against people who are straight, why should the other way around be the case then?
Gays have every much a right as we do to love & be loved in return.
Besides, they do not have a choice.
They don't grow up saying, "my goal in life, is to be gay yay!"
They do notttt.
They are who they are. Who are we to say their way of living is wrong?
If you are gay, I'm not saying that you are.
But just take a second and put yourself in their shoes.
How'd you like to feel like you're being discriminated just because you love someone of the same gender?
How'd you like people to stare at you when you hold the hand of the one you love so dearly?
Gays are in more ways than one, like us too.
Think about it! :)

04:12am

2007-10-21T17:20:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is my Birthday!♥
Ger(al)vin

Thank you, my loves!

2007-10-19T15:44:00.000+08:00

The most memorable birthday celebrated yesterday :)
Headed down to Marina Square with Amanda, before meeting the "late-comers" at K-box itself.
After Kaijing, Angeline & Jesslin arrived, we gone crazy to the state that we jumped on the sofas, especially while singing "Get High" :)
Dearest K-box, we apologize for any damage done to K6.

Kaijing & Angeline excused them self to go to tandas, Angeline returned with plates without Kaijing.
To my surprise, Kaijing appeared with a birthday cake! :)
Omg, omg, omg, they're so sweet to have bought a cake for me, I love all of you!
Sweet sweet babes :)

Well, after the singing session, went to Fareast to look for my Spongebob pencil-case, however there wasn't one I want :(
Got 2 tees from there, my red nail-polish too, which made me a happy girl.
Wanted to get one shirt for Boyfriend too, however I was broke already.
Bumped into Elizaberth, Farizah & Hillary at the basement, & all three of them couldn't see us! :)

Headed to Bugis afterwards in search of rings, nice tees, most importantly Superman tee :)
Came across this super-duper cute Spongebob necklace which I intended to get it today. However, my sweet loves had already got it for me!
Amanda disappeared for a moment which Angeline said she was to obsessed with her phone-call.
This morning during recess, the presented the Spongebob necklace! :)
Omg, omg, omg, you all definitely made my day!
Dined at Food Junction, Kaijing & I subsequently took the train back.

Upon reaching Pasir Ris, Darling told me he hasn't reach yet, waited awhile for him :)
From now on, he's my Oreo-crush supplier for half a year.
As I couldn't get the 2A1s he set as to promise a year's supplement, I had to make make do with just half a year then.
Sweetest then accompanied me home, & gave me the tightest "good-night" hug I've ever had.
Thank you baby, I love you!

And I'm going through hell, thinking 'bout you with somebody else.

2007-10-15T10:37:00.000+08:00

1. The person who tagged u was: Samantha!
2. Your relationship with him/her is?: the Man & the Ah-pek :)
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?: GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT & GREAT :)
4. Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?: Err, calling me, the Man?
5. Most memorable words she has said to you?: Geraldine-the-Man?
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?: break ahemckahem heart.
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?: Stop being such a genius in Math.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?: No way.
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?: She's too good in Math & I can't take it.
10. The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be?: To finally be able to go shopping with her?
11. Overall impression of him/her?: NICE NICE FRIEND.
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?: ugly.
13. A character trait you love about yourself?: none at all.
14. A character trait you hate about yourself?: LAZY!
15. Person you want to be?: ??
16. Say something to the people who care for you!: I care too?

:) I shall self-prohibit question 17, 'cuz I'm too lazy to do it.
Thanks uh, Samantha. Hahahaha!

Well, Carmen & I are still having the getting-nowhere argument.
She's damn adorable, zomg!
But I'm sorry, I can't bling-bling with you! :(
Moolah, moolah, I need you!

Dates with Carmen, Joanne, Jovina & Samantha during the holidays!
I need the moolah, lah!
Would money just drop from the sky?
This is nonsensical, kthnxbye :)

Holidays.

2007-10-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

:) I'm super duper happy!
Exchanged many sweet messages with Alvin just now, which plastered the smile on my face for more than an hour already.
I'm feeling euphoric!

Great, it's finally my fiftieth post subsequent to 3months of blogging in 2417love :)
It is somehow a great achievement to manage 2 blogs on my own.
Others may feel otherwise, however for me it's a pretty interesting experience.

Parents brought us out for lunch+ dinner at Tampines Mall Pizza Hut so as to celebrate my birthday in advance, & obviously we ate to our heart's content.
Time's passing really quickly, speed of light (3x10^8). My birthday's in seven day's time, school ends in 11 day's time.
As of past years, we're gonna spend our birthday by paying to the management of Downtown East. Not exactly having a chalet, however let loose for a day at Escape/ Wild Wild Wet with friends.
Jovina & I are definitely in. But she stated quite clearly that only people with links that we're gonna call, so Boyfriend's in I guess? :)

Set a date with Samantha(ah pek) to go shopping, with Jovina to go out in our Red skinnies to get our Electric Blue skinnies :)
Another weekend to stay-over at my beloved Joanne's place.
Party-ing whole night is our motto for this year's stay-over, so please do get enough sleep the night before, my babe!

Discussed with my parents about getting a job during the long December holidays, well they agreed to it, not too far a location, however.
Anyway it's just for an experience :)
Amanda, see that!
K-box with Amanda, Jesslin, Angeline & Kaijing! :)
Settled already, yes?
Marina Square here we come on 18th October!

♥Geral(VIN)

Happy Birthday, Vannesa Dearest! :)

2007-10-13T12:34:00.000+08:00

Oh yay, Nike's gonna put an ad on my blog! :)
Starting on 14th October, so everyone please clickity click on it to see, alright?
After signing up for about a month or so, finally there's gonna be an ad.
Thanks Nuffnang! :)

Those friends on Lj would have read about my disheartening results for EOYs.
Well, I'm not gonna post it here, it's way too public already.
Thanks Vannesa, Kaijing, Lynette & Selina for being such a great listening ear, & accompanying me for the afternoon of yesterday.
& Also because of them, I managed to get Kathryn Fox's 'Without Consent'!
:) Great early morning & afternoon spent yesterday!
Early morning: Boyfriend came to fetch me!
Afternoon: Went to Bugis & Central Lending Library.

Met Carmen pretty outside Pasir Ris MRT station yesterday & she said 'Hi' so loudly! :)
Was way too shocked & I didn't reply her.
I'll reply you some other time! As loudly as you did!
I want bling bling too :(
I need the moolah/money/buckaroos to go get them.
Red red red bling bling, I like, I like!

Lastly, Selamat Hari Rama to all Muslims &
Happy 15th Birthday to Vannesa Dearest!
:D

The paper said a bullet got in your way.

2007-10-06T14:06:00.000+08:00

(A failed attempt to flaunt my Photoshop skills)

:) I guess it's time to update my Blogger already.
Have been blogging regularly at Livejournal & constantly neglecting Blogger.
I'm here to say, "I'm back, I'm back!(waves like an idiot)".

But I don't think there are anyone who actually bothers to read my posts & all, except my all-time-fan, Alvin T. Honey! :)
He actually told me that I'm his idol!
Yet I denied him & said I'm his girlfriend not idol.
Damn adorable, no? :)
I Love Him, Hardcore!

Yay, I'm only left with A-math paper on Monday, & that would mark the end of Examinations!
However I still got to face the torment of getting back my horrific results, much expected.
:(
How?!
I've expected to get an A1 for my Physics & Chemistry, which seems so far away to me now.
The papers were out to kill, big-time.

I'm too depressed to go on, kthnxbye.

Honey Cakes :)

2007-09-28T16:22:00.001+08:00

The visions left inside me are slowly fading.

2007-09-27T20:51:00.000+08:00

With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

Well, I should re-open my Lj & start blogging there.
I miss Lj pretty badly :(
Livejournal!

Vanished from the world of internet-surfing & now I'm back.
Kind of on hiatus?
Sad to say, I wasn't busy studying.
I was busy doing some stupid crap stuffs that I don't even know what I did.
Damn saddening.
It's only 3days left to Final-years :(
Time to mug really hard already!

It isn't the time to start recap-ing the times which I didn't blog, so they'll be in my memories & won't be known.
As for the pictures, I'll upload when I feel like it :)

I can feel a sense of accomplishment in me, 'cuz I'm currently doing up the third History essay in the list.
Weaknesses of the League of Nations.
Please cheer & congratulate me! :)

I'm a happy happy girl today :)
Honey cakes finally managed to wake up on time & fetch me to school.
However the weather isn't doing much wonders as it was pouring the moment we reached the ground floor.
I'm sorry baby, for causing you to walk in the rain & shiver with cold.
Thank you for protecting me though you're already so drenched yourself.
You're the sweetest boyf. I'd ever have.
I love you, honey cakes!

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Happy Sixteenth Birthday, Dearest :)

2007-09-23T17:49:00.000+08:00

♥Birthday Boy.

I open my eyes with a sigh of relief as the warmth of summer sunlight dances around me

2007-09-22T20:12:00.000+08:00

I dream of the winter in my heart turning to spring
While the ice gives way under my feet
And so I drown with the sun

Another 4hours more to Honey's 16th birthday! :)
Bet he must be so anticipating & excited, no?
I love you, honey honey pie!
Happy happy boy gotten his Red & Black skinnies & 2 tops.
While I, have gotten my Red skinnies & a Little Miss ______ top which he wouldn't tell me what he got for me.
I've Damn happy of course! :)
I'm in all smiles(?) Or is it with?
K, whatever.

Went to study with Nuan ting & Susan at Loyang Point in the afternoon.
& My sweetest specially delivered his dying iPod to me though his friends were waiting.
Thanks baby!
Study plan rather unsuccessful, 'cuz I've only manged to finish one Social Studies essay.
:(

Yesterday, 21st September2007.

Caught a movie with Honey! :)
Rushed to central to get a small cake for Honey.
Blah blah blah.
Watched Underdog!
The song was nice :)
There's no need to fear, Underdog is here!

Walked around, then went to Loyang point for tuition.
Sat at the playground, & Darling ate his "birthday cake".
Sang him a birthday song, & he cried!
Yeah, he was so touched, & also the first time :)
I shouldn't be typing this though :X
Laid at the slide to see the moon, 'cuz there was no stars.
Finally he carried me up from the slide :)
How sweet!

Kean, Marcus & Sean were there spying on him.
Hahaha!
Bought Oreo-crush & went for tuition.
Xoxo :)

I've been burning in water and drowning in flame
To prove you wrong and scare you away
I admit my defeat and want back home
In your heart under the rose

A little more here & there, a beautiful painting of love fills the room.

2007-09-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

Hillary said I could copy this, so I stole the whole chunk :)

Things which most girls like but half the time guys won't really do it.

1- Touch her WAIST
2- TALK to her
3- Share SECRETS
4- Give HER your jacket
5- Kiss her SLOWLY
ARE YOU REMEMBERING THIS?

6- HUG her
7- HOLD her
8- LAUGH with her
9- Invite HER somewhere
10-Let her be WITH you when you're with your friends

KEEP READING

11-SMILE with her
12-Take PICTURES with her
13-Pull her onto your LAP
14-When she says she loves you more, DENY IT. Fight back
15-When her FRIENDS say I love her more than you, deny it. Fight back & hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. It makes her feel loved

ARE YOU THINKING OF SOMEONE?

16-Always hug her & SAY "I love you" when you see her
17-Kiss her UNEXPECTEDLY
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST! :D
19-Tell her she's BEAUTIFUL!
20-TELL her the way you feel about her!

OH & ONE LAST THING YOU NEED TO SHOW HER YOU MEAN IT

21-Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a GENTLEMAN
22-Tell her she means everything to you, but MEAN it
23-If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means she doesn't want to talk about it- so just HUG her
24-Make her FEEL loved
25-Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!!!!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE & KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26-Don't lie to HER.
27-DON'T cheat on her.
28-Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29-text or call her in the morning & tell her have a good day at work {or school}, & how much you MISS her.
30-Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER
BE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close & kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up & kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Don't EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE
WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.

You'll never know when she needs just a
lil more love.

This is so sweet :)
A very long post already, I'll just end here.
♥Agm :)

When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.

2007-09-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

(My Bo-gay cousin!)

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

Monday bluesssss ):
Being lethargic in class isn't good for EOYs that are chasing after our heels.
Booo ):

A rather bad start of the day, however everything was alright during recess.
:D
& Poor Marcus lost his link cable.
No more battles among one another, no more trading of Pokemons!
They even thought it was So & so who stole the thing.
._.

A really hilarious thing happened to Vannesa, but if I say it here, she'd probably kill me.
:D
Our class had PE today, & they played soccer in the muddy field resulting in muddy, brown shoes.
Then, they cleaned it with toilet paper from the toilet & threw them into the waste-paper basket in our class.
Vannesa was talking to Samantha Sim & accidentally kicked the basket.
Without knowing, she stepped on a strip of toilet paper, & dragged the thing back to her seat!
Mahirah was definitely laughing her ass off.
While I, was reading my book & didn't realise anything.
Vannesa then asked for my help & told me the whole story.
I started laughing hysterically as well, & she said "I hate you all!" & gave that pig-look-alike face.
Very very hilarious don'cha think?
I'm so sorry :D

Well I should be studying for my Physics test tomorrow, but I'm too tired to.
My eyelids are so heavy, they may just shut anytime.
): This is B.A.D!

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

☺Agm

Forgetting? All the hurt inside you have learned to hide so well.

2007-09-15T20:46:00.000+08:00

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen cause no one else cared

Well, my grand-uncle was cremated this afternoon.
We kids couldn't go to send him off, so I'm at my aunty's place since morning.
Pigging-out as usual, eat, eat & continue eating.
We're huge gluttons!(:

& Obviously it's the practice of mine to ask for permission to stay over.
I've brought everything i thought I'd need, clothes, Gameboy, handphone, contact-lens container, etc.
Very well-prepared I know, & I've succeeded!
If not I'd have to take bus 109 home at such a late hour.
Alone.

Still my Momma was understanding e
nough to allow me to stay for the night.
I'm a happy happy kid once again! (:

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

Agm (:

I'm too sober to deal with you running over your same pathetic cliche lines.

2007-09-14T13:54:00.000+08:00

(This is Vannesa, looking closely at the cap, it says "Beardy" ._. )

Just like the lady in the blue dress,
You've got cigarettes on your breath,
Hairspray and some cheap perfume
I'll put a little sour in your sweet
You've got so much fucking tongue in cheek
You want what you could never have

TGIF! (:
However there's loads of Math assignments I have to complete.
Blame it on my laziness this few days.
(sigh)
3tests & 2 English papers next week.
They're driving me nuts!

Poor Vannesa has got terrible cramps during the day, hope you're feeling better already!♥
I'm wearing Boyfriend's super-duper big polo-tee.
Got to go for the funeral so, no choice.
It's a really good reason to borrow shirt from others though, because I really have no plain white/black tees.
Wearing this feels great, the smell of him still so strong.
Yummy! ♥xoxo

I shouldn't be saying this, but my Momma's getting more naggy by the day!
Even my Daddy can't stand it.
Hope I wouldn't be like that in the future ._.
I'm sorry, Momma!

Gotta leave at 3pm to rush over to Hougang to meet my aunty.
Then leave for Ang Mo Kio.
I hate lonely bus-rides, especially long ones.
):

Well in any case, I still miss Darling so badly )):
Random, but true (:

You say, that you want respect
Well then you better get some for yourself
'Cause all, that I see right now
Is someone who's lost and insecure

She takes my last breath, you took my last breath.

2007-09-13T18:03:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry for every apology
but you'll never know how much you mean to me
until you put me in the ground
until my body is found
until the day I'm buried

This blog is getting boring, it's time to close this down.
Don't really bear to though, it's kind of like my personal space?
)):

The EOYs are coming in real fast, EL papers are on the 21st September, whereas the rest starts on the 1st of October.
Okay, this is damn horrible, I haven't started mugging a single piece of shit!
))):

I've handed in a lousy piece of expository essay & I'm mourning over it.
It would definitely disgust Miss Lee & scare her out of her wits.
That's mere exaggeration, but my essay writing is not good in the first place so it doesn't make much of a difference.
)))):

Here's something hilarious, I almost walked out of the bathroom without wearing my shorts.
Laugh your ass off, I'm not embarrassed (:
Thankfully I saw it hanging on the bar(?) before walking out.
If not I'd seriously come out half-naked.

Dearest is ill, like again!
Get well soon okay? N-levels are coming already!
I don't think you'd read this either, it's pointless too.
I miss miss miss you to the core, Darling!

You'll find me at the end of my rope
hanging on your every word
I'm finally getting the hang
of getting hung up on girls like you

And I drive, drive these roads that made our memories.

2007-09-09T17:32:00.000+08:00

I'm back, back in town
and everything has changed
I feel, feel let down
The faces stay the same
I see, see shadows
Of who we used to be
And I drive, drive so slow
Through this memory

Ahh yeah, a new look (:
New font, new colour & whatsoever you see changes in.
Okay, here's a really sad news, my grandpa's brother died of cancer.
(sighs)

Though I don't really know him, but I've seen him a few times during New Year & some other occasions. He was so well & all.
All of a sudden, his leg started to hurt.
Went to the hospital, discovered he had stage four cancer.
Couldn't walk, couldn't sit, couldn't even stand.
Cancerous cells spread, till now, he's gone.

Life really makes fun of people.
From a healthy person, to someone so weak & sickly.
Later on I still gotta visit his funeral, hopefully I won't cry & make a mess.
I hope you'll rest in peace.
(:

When we were only kids
And we were best of friends
And we hoped for the best
And let go of the rest

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone, just the one two of us who's counting on.

2007-09-08T20:41:00.000+08:00

I got a lot to say to you
Yeah, I got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here
And it makes no sense at all

A very very interesting day spent by Changi with my cousins & grandparents.
Uh-huh(:
Had brunch at this market there, bought prawns, & we went fishing!
Well in fact they fished.
An interesting to spend a weekend + loads of family bonding!
Greatly recommended!

Running away from hornets is sure fun.
Huge black & yellow insects started to chase after us because of the prawns we're holding.
With this, my grandma killed 2 of them for revenge as my grandpa has got bitten before.
From one side of the river, to the bridge, to the other side of the river, & lastly under the bridge.
Saw Onnisa there as well.
He was walking here & there, ostensibly to be looking for crabs?
:D

No fish caught though, lots of experience gained(:
Went around catching mud-skippers, crabs, some shell-with-something-living-inside-of-it, really really cool!
No pictures taken though, 'cuz most of the time I was either on the phone or text-ing.
(;

I ♥ Capital A, & Capital A ♥ Dumb Dumb.
Credits to my Boyfriend, Alvin T.

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

♥xxxooo

There are certain people you just keep coming back to.

2007-09-07T09:39:00.000+08:00

The holidays are so boring.
I can't text, AlvinT. is such a pig, I'm too lazy to study.
Eventually I'd be back to using the comp for 5 Fucking hours.
This shows how horrible I am.
):
When can I ever change? Am I that hopeless?
Darn it man.

She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you had her maybe you lost her to another
To another

If only you could be right here by my side, home wouldn't seem so far from here.

2007-09-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

Isn't my cousin adorable? 2of her teeth dropped out, & now she's bo-gay.
I'm being so mean here, after-all she's my cousin right?
Save her some face man! ;D

On this coldest of January nights
We drive out past the runway and watch the planes go flying by
The runway lights are the deepest blue like the colors of your eyes
So close them tight and kiss me one last time

A rather eventful day I had today, 'cuz I've studied!
About half a chapter of Acids, Bases & Alkali done within 1hour?
Horrible right?
An hour & not even completing 1whole chapter!
Perhaps the chapter is long, but it's not an excuse!
)':

I'm pretty stunned by this, this has really broken my record.
Not good, this is a bad omen.
Geraldine, it's time to buck up manxzxz!

I'm gaining weight! All thanks to my beloved grandmama who's cooking good-food every single.
Today's bee-hoon was awesome!
+ Cheese hotdogs are yum-yum!
& All these are the cause of my weight-gain ):
Sinful isn't it? But who can ever resist great food?
Definitely not me!

Done Vera's blogskin already (:
Hope she likes it!♥

I miss Alvin T.
He's watching TV! (:
After a long hibernation from last night I dunno when till 1+ he woke from his hibernation for lunch, & he went back to sleep till 3+ again.
My goodness, ain't my Boyfriend one of a kind? (:
But I like!
Hopefully the huge quarrel yesterday has made our hearts fonder.
♥♥♥Triple xoxo-s.
I love you!

If you could go anywhere right now
Where would you go?
And would you miss me when you get there?
There's no place that I would rather be
Please don't let me go falling from the sky
The "fasten seatbelt" sign just needs to go out
If only you could be right here by my side
Home wouldn't seem so far from here

Libra.

2007-09-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

LIBRA - The Lame One (the Balance - 23 September - 23 October)
* Nice to everyone they meet.*
Their Love is one of a kind.* Silly, fun and sweet.*
Have own unique appeal.*
Most caring person you will ever meet!* (So untrue, not applicable for me I guess.)
However not the kind of person you want to mess with...you might end up crying.

Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

2007-09-05T20:39:00.001+08:00

& In any case, you shouldn't be calling your own girlfriend "cheebye".
Damn Myself, I'm the world's greatest loser.

You were the only face I'd ever known.
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
and only as bright as you wanted me to be.
But, I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had is no longer there.

It was the only place I'd never known.
Turned off the light on my way out the door.
I will be watching wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

Peeeek-chas; edited

2007-09-05T11:00:00.000+08:00

Believe me when I say goodbye forever; is for good.

2007-09-05T10:12:00.000+08:00

Your defenses were on high
Your walls built deep inside
Yeah, I’m a selfish bastard
But at least I’m not alone

Well, went to catch Ratatouille with Nuanting yesterday, & I swear it's damn nice!
So hilarious & somewhat touching?
I rate it 5 stars man!

Supposed to be watching with Melissa & Jackson, however she needs to be home early so, yeah.
Nuanting & I went walking around Century Square aimlessly, then Jackson called.
J.:"Eh go change your tix to 2pm leh""
Me:"For what?"
J.:"Melissa needs to be home early lah. We've changed ours already."
Me:"Okay okay."
(Hangs up)

Discussed with Nuanting about it, since we didn't have to be home early, we watch the 2.45pm show then.
Called Jackson back & said we aren't changing the tickets.
Soooooon, a text came.
J.:"Eh, we sitting beside Bernard & Lester!"
(Nuanting & I laughed our asses out)
N.:"Suay-ness man you all."

Went to pee before the show started, & right after the movie started I needed to pee again ._.
Well, went to clear my bladder, & continued watching the show.
Halfway through the show, "Shit man, I need to pee again".
Like first time need to pee twice during the movie.
After the show ended, couldn't decide anywhere to go, went home instead.

Darling's having his last 2papers for the week today!
I'm so happy! After days of not talking to him.
Well, it's rather exaggerated (:
In some way or other I guess?
I miss him so bad.
))':

My intentions never change
What I wanted stays the same
And I know what I should do
It's time to set myself on fire

♥Xoxo

Again and again and again and again I see your face in everything.

2007-09-04T12:29:00.000+08:00

Look at the red red changes in the sky
Look at the separation in the border line
But don't look at everything here inside
And be afraid, afraid to speak your mind

I've finally gotten over oral! It sucks though, at least it's gotten over & done with!
Go Geraldine!
"What university/ college course would you take in the future?"
According to Nuances, they want us to start planning our future now.
Yeah, so I blabber on about engineering.
Dumb shit.

Another thing to rejoice!
Darling finished 3 N-level papers already, I guess?
& Taking the fourth one at2pm later.
Go Green Monster, go!

Oh yes, I'm gonna watch Ratatouille with Nuances later on.
It's like so last minute, I just said "Nuan Ting let's go catch a movie later" & she replied "Okay lo!".
So cool man.

Had a really time with Vannesa G. while walking to Whitesands just now.
All the hilarious stuffs that happened over the weekend.
Isn't it good? Family bonding!
She looks as if she have a love-bite on her neck(:
Damn cool!

I so love 30 Seconds to Mars man! It's so nice, the music I mean.
Again and again and again and again I see your face in everything
It took a moment the moment it could not be found?

Shit, I gotta run, I'm gonna be late meeting Nuances.
♥xoxo

A quiet desperation's building higher, I've got to remember this is just a game.

2007-09-03T10:31:00.000+08:00

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
’Cause this is just a game

Omg, I love Liting's camera man!
The resolution like damn good!
When can I get mineeeeee?! ):

I've fought the Elite Four thrice out of boredom yesterday, & my Vibrava finally evolved to Flygon at Level 45 (:
Again I feel so proud of myself.
Damn that Latios, always appear so unexpected.
Twice already! I could've caught it if I withdraw Vileplume from the PC thing.
)):

I sound as if I'm Pokemon expert ._.
I'm so in love with it now, but there's nothing much I can do with it.
I need the guidebook! ))):
Triple Boo.

Boyfriend's having Cheena N-Level paper now, so hopefully everything's fine(:
He should thank me for reminding him to bring his dictionary, if not he wouldn't realise that it's out of battery.
Imy Sweetheart♥

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me

Thanks for reading me go on & on about Pokemon, Kthxbye.
xoxo♥

Let's take what hurts and write it all down on these paper walls and this empty house.

2007-09-02T13:45:00.000+08:00

Let's burn a hole so we can climb out
Of these paper walls and this empty house
Don't listen too close
The words are like guns
With bullets that fly and kill what you've won

Let's burn a hole so we can climb out
Of these paper walls and this empty house
Where the only thing that's real is
Visions we have of ten years ago
Of stars in the sky and us down below
With streets and East Coast lines,
We kept this scene alive

It'd another boring Sunday to be spent at home hogging the comp & playing Gameboy.
Paper Walls of Yellowcard is really damn good, double thumbs up! (:
Why is Seventeen outta stock?!
I've been looking for it since, 2days ago?
Darn it.

Oh yes, I'm so proud of myself!
I've finally caught Rayquaza after so many failed attempts yesterday!
Even my brother is shocked (:
Am I smart or what?
& I caught it with an Ultra ball, only an Ultra ball!
Okay, this is getting nowhere.

I no longer have the Blogging bug.
The feeling of blogging whenever I turn on the comp has mysteriously disappeared.
Is that a sign of maturity?(:
Okay, I'm just deceiving myself.

I wanna have guitar lessons!
Why should They wanna learn as well?):
& Darling, just to let you know, I don't think you'd wanna teach me after reading this.
But I have totally no talent in music.
It's like a crippled trying to learn walking! (no offence)
):
Loser LOSER LOSER!
Why am I such a loser?!
)):

Here I am, still hold on to this dream we had
Won't let go of it
Hear me now, you will never be alone
Here I stand, won't turn back again
Won't leave you, I know how hard it's been
Hear me now, you will never be alone

It's not over tonight, just give me one more chance to make it right.

2007-09-01T14:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's party was a total bore!
Other than the pizza & drinks, half the time I was praying to go home.
(:
The only thing I've contributed to the party was the 5bucks & a few balloons.
Pathetic, but there's really nothing much.

Went to Plaza Singapore with Boyfriend after he'd collected his English paper.
Waited for damn long, 'cuz he had tummy-ache):
Poor baby(:
Got to Carrefour to get Momma's Fbt, however there isn't her sizeeeeee! (:
So got her another type.

Had Subway again!
Oven-Roasted Chicken Breast (: & Chocolate cookie!

Walked around in search of Sabrina's present, but to no avail.
Then trained to Tampines to get something the took bus 3 to Loyang point.
Met Susan then brought Mac to tuition (:
Thanks baby for tolerating me, I was really tired ):

This post is getting very boring, pictures!

Favourite teachers + Mr Yap & Mr Das!(:
Happy Teachers' Day!

Imma loser.

2007-08-26T14:30:00.000+08:00

The first song I thought of when I'm feeling down, is this.

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

An utter failure.

2007-08-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

Watch your mouth hold your tongue boy because you're running out of breath,
Running out of time before every careless word that you utter render you
Utterly useless, now you're drowning in your own saliva trying to speak
Yourself to the top of your empty world, well keep on talking just keep on
Rambling you've got your mouth full

Now listen here's the pleasant part, you and I we fell apart
Now listen here's the pleasant part, you and I we fell apart

Why don't you make up your mind? Why can't you make up your mind?

Shut your mouth burn your bridges, throw your words like an attack and stab me
in the wait a second, wait a second what's that I just heard?
Never mind it's obviously worthless...
Now you're standing on your soapbox yelling from the rooftops,
everything you say is a lie... a lie... a lie... lie lie

Now listen here's the clever one who speaks before his thoughts are done
Now listen here's the clever one who speaks before his thoughts are done

Why can't you make up your mind?
Why can't you make up your mind?

Watch your mouth, hold your tongue some things are better left unsaid

Now I hope you're pleased you let your pride stand tall it danced within your
words right before you fall... right before you...fall

Why don't you... say that to my face?...
I've had it ripped out, torn down, so many fakes....
everything you, every time you, every word you say...
If I told you this was killing me would you, would you stop?

So in love with me, like sand to wet feet, I'll write both our names into the wet concrete.

2007-08-24T14:50:00.000+08:00

There's poison in my drinking glass
Don't stop just sip it down
And in a swirling masquerade of sound
My body hits the ground
I'm beautiful when I'm asleep,
martini kisses land
on my blistered bloody scarlet lips
the bottles in my hand

Yeah baby, it's our 7mon-sary today! (:
& the end of Boyfriend's prelims.
Watching my favourite show- Forensic Heroes, uh-huh!

Boyfriend's off to school to check & go through his SS prelim papers.
I love Green Monster!
zomfg, my brain's malfunctioning, I can't think of anything else more to type into this post.
Another round of Trigonometry tonight again.
However, Honey's gonna fetch me there!
Imma happy kid again!

We're glistening like silver spoons
Beneath the summer night
Oh can you smell the subtle hint of frost
As the flowers start to cry
The Autumn winds are bringing graves
To all the emerald trees
They're so beautiful in their dismay
The colors slowly bleed

I'll build a wall around my heart that would only break a part for you.

2007-08-23T20:40:00.001+08:00

It doesn't take much to learn
when the bridges that you burn
Leave you stranded feeling alone
It doesn't take much to cry
when you're living in a lie
And deceiving that someone who cares
If I could turn back the time
I would put you first in my life

I've finally went for Nyaa! For the first time ever! (:
I feel a sense of accomplishment.
As well as Melissa, we're not gonna be ultimate pon-ners again, I hope.(;
However, we were like slacking throughout the whole session.
I can't help it! Boyfriend's performing for Talent time please! ):
I feel so hurt, I've missed his turn once again?

Poor Darling, dropped the pick & had to use his fingers.
Sayang baby, sayang!
I guess I've totally embarrassed myself by falling down.
HAHAHA!
Fancy a 14+ person tripping over a step & falling on the knees, how hilarious is that?
(:
But I don't really care, laugh for all you want.

Finally tomorrow's our 7mon-sary! & Last paper for prelim!
(:
But we can't go out tomorrow, so yeah.
Next week honey! Our red skinnies!
Darling, I love you so much!

And now
The hills are getting hard to climb
I'm runnin' out of time
My decisions are pending on you
And I will accept the blame
for burnin' out the flame
Hoping the story will twist once again
If I could turn back the time
I would put you first in my life

Look for me inside your dreams, keep believing in what we're sharing.

2007-08-22T20:15:00.000+08:00

If you wanna know
Tomorrow morning I have to leave
But wherever I may be
Best believe I'm thinking of you
I can't believe how much I love you

It's just another 2more days before our relationship turns 7months old! (:
Time passes so quick, unknowingly it's been 6months+ since we've gotten together.
& Darling, I still can't get enough of you!
Though obstacles do come our way, we've actually tried our best to overcome them.
We do quarrel all the time, or I should everytime.
However it only brought us closer to each other.
I love you my green monster, Alvin T.

All we have is here tonight
We don't want to waste this time
Give me something to remember
Baby put your lips on mine

Prelims are draining you out, better take care of your health, or not my heart would ache (:
Jiayou for the remaining papers! It's only 2days more to go, & coincidentally it's our 7mon-sary (:
Go honey, go!

Today's weather is great, so cooling, definitely better than warm days which keeps you perspiring through class.
Miss Ong wasn't feeling well, so we only did class-work.
This is like the 1st time in this whole year that she lax a bit.
Linear Law, ain't so bad afterall (:
Next up is Trigonometry!
Where cosine, sine, tangent, secant, co secant, cotangent & toa cah soh comes in.
Here goes my brain juices & cells ):

One thing that I'm really proud of, I've passed my Chinese test!
34/60, just tyco only.

For the first time, English afternoon program was cancelled! Except for 3e4 & 3n1.
Uh-huh, so had lunch with Vanny-poo in school (:
How nice can I get? Stayed on with her till Band started!
Ai xin wu can so sweet yeah babe? (;
Give it back & ask for more (Inside joke)
I love you Vanny-poo!

Just close your eyes
And you'll be here with me
Just look to your heart
And that's where I'll be
If you just close your eyes
Till your drifting away
You'll never be too far from me
If you close your eyes

I love Steven Lim, not!

2007-08-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

This is like so hilarious! (:

Peace & harmony.

2007-08-19T17:56:00.000+08:00

Ain't this cool, after showing the evidence & all to prove that Samantha wrong, the "anoymous" disappeared.
Now Samantha & Komal are like denying all the facts that are all against them saying it's not them who spammed.
Isn't it too much of an coincidence that the ip address are the same, & the "anoymous" just disappeared?
Think twice before you do anything, since we don't like the sight of each other, just avoid each other.
Don't do stupid things that disgrace yourself, okay? (:
Don't disrupt peace & harmony over such trivial things alright?
Takecare & God bless.

Gray clouds, black haze, so sure the sun could collapse your way.

2007-08-19T17:36:00.000+08:00

Stay away
So you don't make a scene
Close your mouth
And try keeping it closed forever
Afraid of what you are
Afraid of how you learn to close your mouth
And try keeping it closed forever

Again a day spent at home.
I think I must be the best daughter alive to be staying at home almost every weekend, omg.
Why can't my parents just be flexible & give in to this relationship?
Causing me all the heartaches, is that really what parents should do?
Pain
It pains me just to see you and
I'd rather be lost in a river without
Pain, pain, pain

Boyfriend's busy studying for his prelims starting tomorrow (:
He's such a hardworking boy, if only I have have of his brain cells & attention span.
I'm not tooooo bad either, I spent two hours finishing all my undone homework & leftovers.
It's time for a change, baby!
EOYs are nearing, study study study!

& One last thing, I wanna learn electric guitar OH.SO.BADLY.
When when when can I finally get to learn learn learn?!
):
I'm so sad-ded, so many things I wanna do, yet I can't.

If you had the mind to just check out
Something better than nothing
I'm not the type to scream and shout
Yeah

3e3, Love.

2007-08-18T14:46:00.000+08:00

Guitarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, baby.

2007-08-18T14:03:00.000+08:00

& I think I've forgotten to mention, I have this sudden urge to learn guitar.
HAHAHA!

It's all about you, honey.

2007-08-18T13:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile, it's all about you
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too
Said you'd make my life worthwhile, it's all about you

Suddenly everything's going against my way.
Is being understanding such a tough thing to do?
Why can't I be more understanding towards him in the past?
Now that I'm no longer as carefree, it's hard to make up to him.
Don't be mistaken, the him I'm referring to is Alvin the Green Monster.

Darling, I'm so sorry I can't watch the fireworks with you tonight.
Thank you for making yourself free yesterday to watch The Secret & have our favourite Subway.
No matter whatever happens, I just wanna say, I love you my honey pie.

And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you make my life worthwhile
So I told you with a smile
It's all about you

Bena.

2007-08-12T22:03:00.001+08:00

Here's my post for Bena! Enjoy people!
& Samantha there is the one from 3N with lots of frrrreckles! Lousy English too!
Samantha Chong! Don't down-grade my precious Samantha Koh!

Hello everyone, it's Geraldine here to help Bena blog! (:
Everyone must be wondering who it is that is spamming Bena love's blog right?
So here's the answer! All thanks to me!

Right, after looking at all these, seen the ip add highlighted in yellow, lets see the masterpiece!

Now the truth is out! (:
& Look at the date the ones before these posts that "anoymous" has posted, it's 9thAugust yes?
Here's a link to Samantha's blog, looking at her post on 9th August, isn't she at her grandma's place?
So the ip add would be different yes?
& So coincidently only that day the ip add is diff?
Let's see (:
Uh-huh baby, what does that say? (:

So what have we done, with X and O's to mark our way home.

2007-08-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

Why write with confidence?
Why try to save them?
We try to not forget
It's so much better there
Did you think you could make it on your own?
It was so much better there

Okay, I love this new image I've made!
It's definitely better than the previous one, yes? (:
Oh my my, I can't believe I've made this skin!
Okay, chill Geraldine, chill.

Now, the background's horrendous.
I need a new background So Badly ):
If only putting up faces as background wouldn't look weird, I'd have put up pictures of Boyfriend & I.
Hah, it's just "If only".

I'm having gastric though I've just eaten like, an hour ago or so.
): That's really bad.
It's another day to seeing Boyfriend, that's double Boo.
However, it's another day to watching The Secret with Honey!
That's something worth anticipating for, yes?
OMG, I miss you damn bad!
& Guess how am I gonna surprise you with breakfast on Monday!
That's a double yay!

My bro never fails to get on my nerves with his, "Are you done? I wanna use the comp."
So I'd reply him with, "Are you done annoying me? Can't you see I'm still using?"
That would send him away with disappointment in his face, I like that.
Now because of that, I only get to use for another 5minutes.
That left me disappointed in front of the monitor.

Kthxbye (:
So what have you done?
To make yourself a little bit happier?
I can feel the vibrations
When you said I'd feel nothing
I'm giving up, so give it up

You'll find out that this is more then anything how much it means to fit this scene seems wrong.

2007-08-11T17:08:00.000+08:00

You can take what you'll say
I won't care that you have reasons to believe
That I'm living in this fear
You can take what you'll say
I won't care that you have spent you time on me
I've learned from life to sacrifice this all

My new skin's done! (:
Looks rather horrible to me though.
But nevertheless, it's my effort!
I'll put this up till I can create a better one!

Boyfriend went to bed while waiting for me to complete this skin, that lazy bum-ass!
Had Pizza-Hut for lunch, 2pathetically-small-slice, better than none
;D

Studied with Honey at my aunty's void-deck for less than half-an-hour yesterday, & spent the rest pigging, laughing, Quarreling.
After much dragging, teasing, laughing, he finally went up to my aunty's place feeling so embarrassed (:
Red-faced lovin' ♥

& My aunty actually told him to come up more often! (:
My grandma told him to stay for dinner, but he was too shy to (;
They're so good! (:

Hold me now as my world crashes down
Can't you see that they push me away
Hear that sound as our times running out
If you give me the chance
I will make you believe everything

I tried to be someone else, but nothing seemed to change.

2007-08-09T21:16:00.000+08:00

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Had a great dinner at Tampines (:
My aunty's tummy is getting bigggggg!
& She's still going to Genting next week.

I miss Boyfriend so bad! ):
He actually spent the day at home studying, that's my darling!
Had a heart-breaking yet meaningful talk last night.
Rather contradicting, but it's true.
But we're alright now! I love you my baby!

I've bought my Book to A1 for Physics already, & I'll start studying from tomorrow onwards!
Although my homework are all undone ):
I must learn from Dear, be an A1 student to prove to my Momma that I can do it!

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life.
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

I've been waiting for the chance to reunite this increment.

2007-08-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

Trying to find a way
Getting better every day
And I got you now I'm not alone
All I need in this life is one
One thing to believe in

I've decided to blog here once (:
Guess what guess what, the choir would be singing in front of the whole school tomorrow!
& Samantha, Jingjie & I would be solo-ing for We Are Singapore.
Cool, ain't it? (:
All 3e3 & Choir people please remember to be dressed in red tomorrow, alright?

It's the school's CCA Commendation cum Investiture today, Samantha & I stood at the back to cheer the people on who were on stage receiving their prizes.
Next.To.Mr.Gng
He was fine though, & smiling instead (:
He seemed pretty nice sometimes, yeah.
However I missed Boyfriend's turn, which means I didn't get to see him receiving the prize. ):
Mr Ng Tiak Kee was the Guest-of-Honour for today, yes I missed him!
But he wasn't too nice to Boyfriend?
:D

It'd be a super long weekend after tomorrow's short day (:
I Need To Go Out So Badly.
I need to watch The Secret!
Jay Chou is super-duper Hot, but he's definitely not hotter than my Boyfriend.
I love Alvin T. (:

I've seen many a face
From young and too old
I've stolen their faith and I have broken their souls
Was here before Christ had forgave you your sins
And paid your price and sealed your fate within
Days have come to an end
Today's the day that we meet again
The self inflicted inebriation guilt never lies

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright, can't say I'm sad to see you go.

2007-08-05T14:43:00.000+08:00

♥

Just who would I have been, to be the one attached at all time to your hip?

2007-08-04T21:32:00.000+08:00

♥

A.

2007-08-03T13:30:00.000+08:00

Here's a post to my so-called "friend".
You think by telling bad stuffs about me, I wouldn't know?
Are you that dumb to not realise my Boyfriend's in your class?
Do you have to resort to all these to make people in the state exactly like you-friendless?
HAHAHAHA!

How old are you? Do you think you're still a primary school kid?
Do you think you're that great that everyone in your class is in awe with you?
Are you?
The fact is, you are not, not at all!
How great a person is, to have an imaginary boyfriend?
By saying this, I guess you'd know I'm actually talking about you.
"J. is in Los Angeles!" The next minute, "J. is in New York!" The next thing you know, "J. is in California!"
Whoops, I'm so sorry I've leaked out your secret.
But I don't fucking care.
Again, are you dumb, or are you dumb?

Your whole class are talking bad about you, it's not only me who's against you now.
I don't care what you actually tell other people, as long as my conscience is clear.
How about you? Everything in this post is true, even if you deny, you'd have a guilty conscience, no?
To think I've treated you as my best friend once, & told you every single thing.
Now you turn your back against me.
I didn't even do anything to provoke you, did I?
If yes, what did I do?
Come say it in my face then!
Backstabbing me, no way!
Continue, I like this, this is so fun.

You're treating me so coldly & treating my boyfriend like a friend, do you have a thing for him?
You think treating me coldly would have any effect?
I don't fucking care!

"You all still drink beer uh? J. drinks wine!"
Don't you find this fucking familiar?
The whole class is irritated by your bombing of your imaginary boyfriend.
There's no one in the world who would have an imaginary boyfriend, unless you're a mental case, or you're less that 4 of age.

'Nuff of venting, thank you very much.

240707 (:

2007-07-29T19:20:00.000+08:00

This heart of stone will sing till it dies, if you leave me tonight.

2007-07-29T09:20:00.000+08:00

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
Is it half empty of our wins or of all you've given me.
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
But look through that
& You will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.

Early in the morning woken up by my grandma to go for breakfast.
Like waking up at 7.30am just to have breakfast in the market?
But it's alright, I know my grandma loves me, so I shouldn't complain anymore (:
Chwee Kueh was delicious, but it reminds me of Kuek Kim Chwee.
I'm utterly disgusted.

I love coming here, I can hog the computer like nobody's business.
I need to change the background of this page, I'm getting bored of this.
Vertical, perhaps? (:

Honey's not awake yet ):
I'm so sorry about yesterday, dearest.
I would really change this habit of mine, I give you my word.
Please read this, I love you precious.

My uncle don't have USB cable, I wanna post my pictures!
Let people reading this be envious of us!
I miss you darling ):

& Don't you know my heart is open,
It's bringing on the fight,
& I've got this feeling,
That everything's alright,
& Don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you
But you're the only one for me.

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors.

2007-07-28T13:58:00.000+08:00

Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something & I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Just came back from the boring Singapore Zoo.
It's so smelly, so disgusting, & worse of all, so boring.
But the best thing is, Boyfriend's there as well! (:
So cool yeah?

I'm so bored, my leg stinks of mosquito repellent.
I'm talking to my lovely Boyfriend on the phone now (:
I feel so blessed, thank the world.

I'm so bored, again.
I love the band Boys like Girls.
I feel so random today that it feels as if I'm not myself.
K, 'nuff of crapping.
Shall post up the pictures of 2407 & today another time.
(:

I love Alvin T.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, & I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Dearest Boyfriend.

2007-07-23T17:49:00.001+08:00

It's a day to our half-year anni! (:
After so much anticipation, finally it's here, tomorrow.

There are 12 months in a year.
4 weeks in a month.
7 days in a week.
24 hours in a day.

But there's only one you in a life time.

Behind your smile, I know there are sorrows.
Behind your laughters, I know there are tears.

But I want you to know that, behind you is me who always care for you.

Nobody else can know my thoughts & touch my soul like you can.
No one can melt my heart like you do.
Simply by holding my hand & giving me a hug.

With a loving hug or a kiss on my forehead,
you make my worries gone.
Warm thoughts of you surround me
& always keep you near.

I need nothing more from you than this
to know that you'll always be mine
And the promise of your love in my life
until the end of time.

I love you my boyfriend! (:

Loved.

2007-07-22T15:15:00.000+08:00

The truth will only free me, & your lies won't hurt no more.

2007-07-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

Dear lie
You suck
You said you could fix anything
Instead I'm fucked
You made things even worse for me
If I had balls I'd tell you get away from me
Guess I'm not smart
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth would hurt me
When it's you that hurts me more

I'm gonna be fit fit fit in a few month's time or so, 'cause Boyfriend & I would be going swimming every Friday, not on Friday where I'm having periods definitely.
(:

Went swimming today with Boyfriend, & enjoyed it of course!
First time swimming with you, darling!
& There'd be more to come, yes?

Some Malay guys are just so immature, no offence to all Malays though.
Met some at the pool, & eventually they got a scolding from one of the lifeguards.
After bathing, went to Subway to get a grab (:
Yummy yum yum!
Cookie was delicious, but not as delicious as my darling.
Folded a double heart for him, thanks a million V. for teaching me to fold it yesterday!
I'm such a quick learner!

Going to town with Marcus, Justin, Sabrina & Boyfriend tomorrow.
& Most likely I'd go to Tampines Regional Library to read or something at 10am in the morning since I've decided not to go for the course.
Yes, alone.
Shouldn't wake Boyfriend up so early in the morning since he's been so lethargic lately.
Yeah, so it's decided.

I'm so bored bored bored, my brother's like watching Rockman Exes on TV now, in Chinese.
Like, how dumb.
The strangest thing happening to our class is, almost everyone is addicted to playing Pokemon, including me!
Incredible ain't it? (:
I've got Pokemon Yellow,Red, Blue, Gold, Silver & Crystal versions in my phone!
& Proud of it!

Dearest Vannesa G. (:
Thank you so much for being there when I needed a listening ear so bad.
Thank you for pinching my cheeks whenever tears welled up, it's painful FYI!
Thank you for giving me useful advices, & to always look on the positive side.
But yes, I love you all the same!

Dear Lie

All hails Blogger.

2007-07-18T17:11:00.001+08:00

Okay, here's first post (:
All hail, Blogger!
Still I love Lj, 'cause it was Blogger that Miss Khoo got to know my Lj.
Boohoo, now that it's gonna be kept 'Friends Only', I'd blog here once in awhile.

I've actually went for the meeting today, miraculous ain't it?
There's Nyaa tomorrow, &I'd be going as well!
It's time to be serious already!
Exams are nearing, though there isn't Common tests 2.
Sad case ):

I miss Boyfriend, he's out somewhere playing soccer.
Yucks, that stinky game.
Guess I'm done with this, I'm off for my bath.