If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone.

Take my hand, take my whole life too.

(Golden-hair love)

More pictures next time round :)

Finally it's the second last day of school.
This year passed really fast, to think we're gonna be Secondary fours next year facing the helluva pressure of the O-levels like the current Secondary fours are having.
My results are horrendous, as I've expected.
A F-king 139 level position isn't something to be proud of either.
Shit, I've to work hard, doubly hard.

Enough of the disheartening facts, I'm currently reading Twilight as recommended by Kaijing :)
I strongly urge EVERYONE to read it, be it you borrow it, buy it, or even steal it!
It's a really really awesome book, though I've not even finished half of it.
It somehow captivated my brain & kept me reading for say, hours?
Imagine if the whole world starts to read this book, & someone just start saying "She copy me read Twilight", millions would be in conflict.
Great books are so infrequent (?), & obviously you'd read it if it's nice.
Especially in such limited genres of books in the libraries & bookstores.
Think twice before doing anything, :)

Boyfriend's at Aloha Loyang sleeping like a log, due to the whole night of fun he had last night.
& He came to fetch me this morning!
Leaving me happy for the rest of the day besides the fact that we had an emergency exercise under the unmerciful sun.
Something happened this morning which I shouldn't risk posting it here, & it's fine now :)
Seeing Dearest so worried is such a rare sight, & asking me to comfort him is a more rare sight.

Went to Bugis with him to get some clothes, & to celebrate our Ninth month anniversary as well.
Hope you like what I've gotten you!
Rather happy that I've finally spent some quality time together laughing & joking.
我 love 你, I 爱 you. :D

I've finally managed to take the first step towards going for Choir practices, however it was cancelled! ._.
Wasted my time.
I managed to read 2chapters of Twilight which isn't a bad thing at all.

Last thing, Get well soon, Angeline!
I miss you! :)

Happy Ninth Months, Honey Cakes! :)

Baby, I do hope you'd read this! :)

When someone loves you a lot,
Learn to cherish him or her.
Never take them for granted.
Learn to tolerate and to give in at times.
Understand each other.
It's a greatest blessing for someone to love you and to love them.
Cherish the relationship.
If you really love them, any problem can be solved.

Guys,
Realize that the girl holding onto you is perfect in her own special way.
The way she laughs.
The way she sleeps.
The way she loves you.
The way she tries to please you.
Always remember that.
She can always get up and walk away, getting someone else who can love her more.
For all you know, there is someone out there wooing her already, but she is rejecting, a maybe perfect love for her.
There might also be someone out there, who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now.
Fulfill her every need a& love her as much as she loves you.
Understand that.

Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today, and you cheat on her by hugging & kissing
another girl.
And then you run back to her.
And you do the same as you did to the other.
But you see love in her eyes.
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?

She loves you not because you are good-looking, have money, buy her things, make her parents happy, or that you can have anything you want in a snap.
She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say, everything you do.

Guys,
cherish & appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you, the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.

Super duper meaningful.

04:12am

(Beloved Momma)
:D
Spent the eve of my birthday already! :)
Thank you Momma!

Oh yay, I'm finally turning fifteen tomorrow morning at 04:12am!
Almost everyone in class has already turned fifteen, almost :)
Papa brought us to Parkway Parade to get my birthday cake, mine mine mine!
Took breakfast at Marine Parade before heading on to Parkway Parade, & Sweet-talk got me addicted to Oreo-Vanilla!
Go try go try, go go go! :)
It's super-duper nice, I swear!

Alright, looked for the cake at the basement, discussed about the size & everything mattered.
Finally bought Opposites Attract from Breadtalk. Super-duper yummy as well!
Don't the name sound like some Physics stuffs? :)
It has 2flavours! One side chocolate, the other Peach.



Support! :) & sign for the open letter to the prime minister.
NOWWWW.
tonight's the dateline.
its for a good cause. go go go! (i already did)
Gays don't discriminate against people who are straight, why should the other way around be the case then?
Gays have every much a right as we do to love & be loved in return.
Besides, they do not have a choice.
They don't grow up saying, "my goal in life, is to be gay yay!"
They do notttt.
They are who they are. Who are we to say their way of living is wrong?
If you are gay, I'm not saying that you are.
But just take a second and put yourself in their shoes.
How'd you like to feel like you're being discriminated just because you love someone of the same gender?
How'd you like people to stare at you when you hold the hand of the one you love so dearly?
Gays are in more ways than one, like us too.
Think about it! :)

04:12am

Tomorrow is my Birthday!♥
Ger(al)vin

Thank you, my loves!

The most memorable birthday celebrated yesterday :)
Headed down to Marina Square with Amanda, before meeting the "late-comers" at K-box itself.
After Kaijing, Angeline & Jesslin arrived, we gone crazy to the state that we jumped on the sofas, especially while singing "Get High" :)
Dearest K-box, we apologize for any damage done to K6.

Kaijing & Angeline excused them self to go to tandas, Angeline returned with plates without Kaijing.
To my surprise, Kaijing appeared with a birthday cake! :)
Omg, omg, omg, they're so sweet to have bought a cake for me, I love all of you!
Sweet sweet babes :)

Well, after the singing session, went to Fareast to look for my Spongebob pencil-case, however there wasn't one I want :(
Got 2 tees from there, my red nail-polish too, which made me a happy girl.
Wanted to get one shirt for Boyfriend too, however I was broke already.
Bumped into Elizaberth, Farizah & Hillary at the basement, & all three of them couldn't see us! :)

Headed to Bugis afterwards in search of rings, nice tees, most importantly Superman tee :)
Came across this super-duper cute Spongebob necklace which I intended to get it today. However, my sweet loves had already got it for me!
Amanda disappeared for a moment which Angeline said she was to obsessed with her phone-call.
This morning during recess, the presented the Spongebob necklace! :)
Omg, omg, omg, you all definitely made my day!
Dined at Food Junction, Kaijing & I subsequently took the train back.

Upon reaching Pasir Ris, Darling told me he hasn't reach yet, waited awhile for him :)
From now on, he's my Oreo-crush supplier for half a year.
As I couldn't get the 2A1s he set as to promise a year's supplement, I had to make make do with just half a year then.
Sweetest then accompanied me home, & gave me the tightest "good-night" hug I've ever had.
Thank you baby, I love you!

And I'm going through hell, thinking 'bout you with somebody else.

1. The person who tagged u was: Samantha!
2. Your relationship with him/her is?: the Man & the Ah-pek :)
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?: GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT & GREAT :)
4. Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?: Err, calling me, the Man?
5. Most memorable words she has said to you?: Geraldine-the-Man?
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?: break ahemckahem heart.
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?: Stop being such a genius in Math.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?: No way.
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?: She's too good in Math & I can't take it.
10. The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be?: To finally be able to go shopping with her?
11. Overall impression of him/her?: NICE NICE FRIEND.
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?: ugly.
13. A character trait you love about yourself?: none at all.
14. A character trait you hate about yourself?: LAZY!
15. Person you want to be?: ??
16. Say something to the people who care for you!: I care too?

:) I shall self-prohibit question 17, 'cuz I'm too lazy to do it.
Thanks uh, Samantha. Hahahaha!

Well, Carmen & I are still having the getting-nowhere argument.
She's damn adorable, zomg!
But I'm sorry, I can't bling-bling with you! :(
Moolah, moolah, I need you!

Dates with Carmen, Joanne, Jovina & Samantha during the holidays!
I need the moolah, lah!
Would money just drop from the sky?
This is nonsensical, kthnxbye :)

Holidays.

:) I'm super duper happy!
Exchanged many sweet messages with Alvin just now, which plastered the smile on my face for more than an hour already.
I'm feeling euphoric!

Great, it's finally my fiftieth post subsequent to 3months of blogging in 2417love :)
It is somehow a great achievement to manage 2 blogs on my own.
Others may feel otherwise, however for me it's a pretty interesting experience.

Parents brought us out for lunch+ dinner at Tampines Mall Pizza Hut so as to celebrate my birthday in advance, & obviously we ate to our heart's content.
Time's passing really quickly, speed of light (3x10^8). My birthday's in seven day's time, school ends in 11 day's time.
As of past years, we're gonna spend our birthday by paying to the management of Downtown East. Not exactly having a chalet, however let loose for a day at Escape/ Wild Wild Wet with friends.
Jovina & I are definitely in. But she stated quite clearly that only people with links that we're gonna call, so Boyfriend's in I guess? :)

Set a date with Samantha(ah pek) to go shopping, with Jovina to go out in our Red skinnies to get our Electric Blue skinnies :)
Another weekend to stay-over at my beloved Joanne's place.
Party-ing whole night is our motto for this year's stay-over, so please do get enough sleep the night before, my babe!

Discussed with my parents about getting a job during the long December holidays, well they agreed to it, not too far a location, however.
Anyway it's just for an experience :)
Amanda, see that!
K-box with Amanda, Jesslin, Angeline & Kaijing! :)
Settled already, yes?
Marina Square here we come on 18th October!

♥Geral(VIN)

Happy Birthday, Vannesa Dearest! :)

Oh yay, Nike's gonna put an ad on my blog! :)
Starting on 14th October, so everyone please clickity click on it to see, alright?
After signing up for about a month or so, finally there's gonna be an ad.
Thanks Nuffnang! :)

Those friends on Lj would have read about my disheartening results for EOYs.
Well, I'm not gonna post it here, it's way too public already.
Thanks Vannesa, Kaijing, Lynette & Selina for being such a great listening ear, & accompanying me for the afternoon of yesterday.
& Also because of them, I managed to get Kathryn Fox's 'Without Consent'!
:) Great early morning & afternoon spent yesterday!
Early morning: Boyfriend came to fetch me!
Afternoon: Went to Bugis & Central Lending Library.

Met Carmen pretty outside Pasir Ris MRT station yesterday & she said 'Hi' so loudly! :)
Was way too shocked & I didn't reply her.
I'll reply you some other time! As loudly as you did!
I want bling bling too :(
I need the moolah/money/buckaroos to go get them.
Red red red bling bling, I like, I like!

Lastly, Selamat Hari Rama to all Muslims &
Happy 15th Birthday to Vannesa Dearest!
:D

The paper said a bullet got in your way.

(A failed attempt to flaunt my Photoshop skills)

:) I guess it's time to update my Blogger already.
Have been blogging regularly at Livejournal & constantly neglecting Blogger.
I'm here to say, "I'm back, I'm back!(waves like an idiot)".

But I don't think there are anyone who actually bothers to read my posts & all, except my all-time-fan, Alvin T. Honey! :)
He actually told me that I'm his idol!
Yet I denied him & said I'm his girlfriend not idol.
Damn adorable, no? :)
I Love Him, Hardcore!

Yay, I'm only left with A-math paper on Monday, & that would mark the end of Examinations!
However I still got to face the torment of getting back my horrific results, much expected.
:(
How?!
I've expected to get an A1 for my Physics & Chemistry, which seems so far away to me now.
The papers were out to kill, big-time.

I'm too depressed to go on, kthnxbye.