240707 (:

This heart of stone will sing till it dies, if you leave me tonight.

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
Is it half empty of our wins or of all you've given me.
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
But look through that
& You will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.

Early in the morning woken up by my grandma to go for breakfast.
Like waking up at 7.30am just to have breakfast in the market?
But it's alright, I know my grandma loves me, so I shouldn't complain anymore (:
Chwee Kueh was delicious, but it reminds me of Kuek Kim Chwee.
I'm utterly disgusted.

I love coming here, I can hog the computer like nobody's business.
I need to change the background of this page, I'm getting bored of this.
Vertical, perhaps? (:

Honey's not awake yet ):
I'm so sorry about yesterday, dearest.
I would really change this habit of mine, I give you my word.
Please read this, I love you precious.

My uncle don't have USB cable, I wanna post my pictures!
Let people reading this be envious of us!
I miss you darling ):

& Don't you know my heart is open,
It's bringing on the fight,
& I've got this feeling,
That everything's alright,
& Don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you
But you're the only one for me.

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors.

Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something & I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Just came back from the boring Singapore Zoo.
It's so smelly, so disgusting, & worse of all, so boring.
But the best thing is, Boyfriend's there as well! (:
So cool yeah?

I'm so bored, my leg stinks of mosquito repellent.
I'm talking to my lovely Boyfriend on the phone now (:
I feel so blessed, thank the world.

I'm so bored, again.
I love the band Boys like Girls.
I feel so random today that it feels as if I'm not myself.
K, 'nuff of crapping.
Shall post up the pictures of 2407 & today another time.
(:

I love Alvin T.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, & I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Dearest Boyfriend.

It's a day to our half-year anni! (:
After so much anticipation, finally it's here, tomorrow.

There are 12 months in a year.
4 weeks in a month.
7 days in a week.
24 hours in a day.

But there's only one you in a life time.

Behind your smile, I know there are sorrows.
Behind your laughters, I know there are tears.

But I want you to know that, behind you is me who always care for you.

Nobody else can know my thoughts & touch my soul like you can.
No one can melt my heart like you do.
Simply by holding my hand & giving me a hug.

With a loving hug or a kiss on my forehead,
you make my worries gone.
Warm thoughts of you surround me
& always keep you near.

I need nothing more from you than this
to know that you'll always be mine
And the promise of your love in my life
until the end of time.

I love you my boyfriend! (:

Loved.

The truth will only free me, & your lies won't hurt no more.

Dear lie
You suck
You said you could fix anything
Instead I'm fucked
You made things even worse for me
If I had balls I'd tell you get away from me
Guess I'm not smart
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth would hurt me
When it's you that hurts me more

I'm gonna be fit fit fit in a few month's time or so, 'cause Boyfriend & I would be going swimming every Friday, not on Friday where I'm having periods definitely.
(:

Went swimming today with Boyfriend, & enjoyed it of course!
First time swimming with you, darling!
& There'd be more to come, yes?

Some Malay guys are just so immature, no offence to all Malays though.
Met some at the pool, & eventually they got a scolding from one of the lifeguards.
After bathing, went to Subway to get a grab (:
Yummy yum yum!
Cookie was delicious, but not as delicious as my darling.
Folded a double heart for him, thanks a million V. for teaching me to fold it yesterday!
I'm such a quick learner!

Going to town with Marcus, Justin, Sabrina & Boyfriend tomorrow.
& Most likely I'd go to Tampines Regional Library to read or something at 10am in the morning since I've decided not to go for the course.
Yes, alone.
Shouldn't wake Boyfriend up so early in the morning since he's been so lethargic lately.
Yeah, so it's decided.

I'm so bored bored bored, my brother's like watching Rockman Exes on TV now, in Chinese.
Like, how dumb.
The strangest thing happening to our class is, almost everyone is addicted to playing Pokemon, including me!
Incredible ain't it? (:
I've got Pokemon Yellow,Red, Blue, Gold, Silver & Crystal versions in my phone!
& Proud of it!

Dearest Vannesa G. (:
Thank you so much for being there when I needed a listening ear so bad.
Thank you for pinching my cheeks whenever tears welled up, it's painful FYI!
Thank you for giving me useful advices, & to always look on the positive side.
But yes, I love you all the same!

Dear Lie

All hails Blogger.

Okay, here's first post (:
All hail, Blogger!
Still I love Lj, 'cause it was Blogger that Miss Khoo got to know my Lj.
Boohoo, now that it's gonna be kept 'Friends Only', I'd blog here once in awhile.

I've actually went for the meeting today, miraculous ain't it?
There's Nyaa tomorrow, &I'd be going as well!
It's time to be serious already!
Exams are nearing, though there isn't Common tests 2.
Sad case ):

I miss Boyfriend, he's out somewhere playing soccer.
Yucks, that stinky game.
Guess I'm done with this, I'm off for my bath.